Slight preg chance

I am 32 and want to have a baby with my new husband. Havingynlast son 8 years ago left me with a very tiny chance of ever conceiving again. However on my other four kids I beat those odds and got pregnant. My husband and I have been together 7 years with no contraceptions. But Each month I get disappointed when I start. Is it worth it really to put myself through this appointment every month?