Fed up! Venting!!!!

This Sunday will mark my husband and I's 1yr wedding anniversary. We started trying for a baby the night of our wedding. After 7 months of constant negative tests, we finally got a positive, just to find out that at our 9 week apt, there were three babies without heartbeats. We are finally back to trying again and the one night that I am the most fertile, all of his cum comes right back out after sex.