I'm tired of coming last RANT

I have busted my ass for six years had a hard life and worked hard for everything I have. I have always helped my loved ones along the way especially my man. I no longer work which has become a financial burden and I have reached out to get help. I was a dancer for six years taking care of my children before and I'm to the point of going back to save us from drowning financially. I haven't bought myself anything in months and my kids have always came first. Sometimes I just wished I had a rich daddy. My man works hard and out of town but work has slow down so it's hard to have the money to go see him and pay the bills. I never ask for anything all I want is to see my man and pay the bills. I'm tired. Rant over