Emotionally frustrated

I just want that positive sign. I feel so discouraged every month. I keep feeling like this one will be different.

I've been so exhausted lately, bloated beyond belief, AF was supposed to come last Friday, but all I had was spotting for five days, dull cramps if that's what you want to call them, and that was it. Only reason I put a tampon in was for work just in case the normal heavy flow started... Now its done. I'm normally a calm person, but I feel like I just have no patience for anything lately. I want to constantly cry.

My friend who is pregnant keeps telling me there is no way those could be pregnancy signs, that it is just stress, the fact I spotted takes me out of the running AGAIN this month.

I just don't know what to think or feel anymore. I don't think I can handle taking another test just to see another negative.

Definitely feeling defeated.