I'm going to take a break Ttc...just had another chemical😢

I'm so sad right now.. Just had a chemical today... I took a hpt which came out faint positive and couple of hours later I begun to have strong cramps followed by spotting... Af came heavier and I'm so upset :( why is this happening to me again? Already had 3 chemicals and one mc... I'm going to take a break and go to the obgyn and see what's happening... In August we're getting married and I will try to focus on that. Lots of baby dust to all of you beautiful ladies.