So just a little venting (sorry if I stick it in the wrong category still figuring this out)

So I seriously think I'm slipping into a depression from wanting a child so fucking bad... Like I feel that as soon as we get the drama we just found out about settled that I'm ready to have a kid. Mentally and financially. Like I don't want to eat I can't sleep I have baby dreams I cry at the sight of a damn diaper..... I can't go thru a store without crying ugh what should I do......