I'm so over this. ..

We have been trying for 5 months now and it's just pointless. Ib will never hey pregnant. I mean we have had sex every day for the past 9 days and never go more than 2 days without BDing. Then today I wipe and its brown. I'm just so depressed and upset and tired of if all. I have be doing everything to try and conceive #2. Our first was a honeymoon baby and a big surprise so obviously we didn't have any trouble there. . .why is it taking so long now? I Want another baby so bad I almost cry enduring I see that someone is preggo. I want it to be me so bad. . . I'm just going to give up and realize that my princess is going to be an only child. .. :(:(