We lost our little beautiful boy in oct 2013 due to heart defect which we never knew about blood was mixing and not conected correctly. Still wondering how he lived for the month. He died in my arms and it still can sometimes be hard and bring me to tears. We also have a 7 and half and 2 and half year old boys. We have been trying for our rainbow baby a few months after we lost our boy and we still haven't fallen pregnant. Its heartbreaking not just for us but our boys would love another sibling too. My gyno has told us to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> but we dont want to go through all that and not fall pregnant and be even more heartbroken. im not sure what im asking but what would other people do in this situation?(learn more on Glow: https://glowing.com)