So weird

Samantha • I am me.
So my baby boy is a month old today and I'm still not used to my stomach being back down to my normal size and I find myself touching my stomach because I just can't believe he's here and not beating up my ribs anymore. But question, after having him and seeing him I felt like he wasn't the same baby inside my tummy I know it's weird but it was like I felt like I lost a little piece of me and then they gave me a baby I don't know lol I just felt like he wasn't the same baby even though he is. It's hard to explain hopefully someone knows what I'm talking about.