Advise please???

I'm 18, Ill be 19 in October and have wanted a little one for as long as I can remember. I've been TTC for almost 2 years. I'm supposed to start on the 18 and am spotting but no cramps or irritability, nothing like it normally is when I'm about to start. I'm not sick in the mornings I just wake up starved. Like when your stomach is growling in your throat kind of hungry. I pray more than anything that I can get pregnant very soon. My fiancé was in rodeo when he was younger and got stepped on so I'm not sure If we can even have a baby. If yall will do me a favor and just add me to y'all's prayers. I'd be unbelievably thankful. GL to everyone!!! 👶🏼✨