They say it gets easier?

This post is just a small vent session for me. We had our mc at the end of January and AF finally showed up at the end of March! We have been TTC since. Dealing with the loss has been hard enough and top that with our best friends getting pregnant the month we had our mc. They were only TTC for one month and it took us almost six. We are happy for them and the pain of our loss gotten better week to week. But now we are experiencing a whole different type of difficult. My best friend and I talk EVERY day and though I am super happy for her, I find myself constantly thinking about everything baby related. My thoughts either revolve around work or how to conceive/why haven't we conceived again yet. The more I talk to her about her pregnancy the more angst I am in not just because of our loss but because we haven't conceived. The anxiety during the TWW is overwhelming sometimes. This month AF came five days early so here's to another month of trying for our rainbow. They say the loss gets easier but know one prepares you for the anxiety when you start trying again.