Surgery for Hemorrhoids

Hey girls-
As I posted earlier this week- I was absolutely miserable with hemorrhoids. The pain was blinding. I have had them before, but this was the worst pain I have ever been in. I decided to go to the doc once I got over not caring about being embarrassed. She was shocked at how bad they were and said I would have to have surgery with a specialist or else I would be in hell until delivery and it would just make things more difficult for delivery. I am so nervous that I won't heal in time for delivery in 7-9 weeks. She gave me a shot which HURT- but then numbed everything.... For 2 hours... Then it came back with a vengeance. Don't get a litocane shot! Not worth it once you come off of it! Anyone going through this? Waiting to hear back from the specialist 😭😭😭