I just feel fat :(

Crystal
I've had two people tell me I'm looking "chunky" and I am gaining weight I'm eating horribly just recently have felt like working out again so trying to get back on track. But on the inside I'm screaming (I'm pregnant!!! I'm growing a human! Of course I'm going to gain a little) I'm trying to eat better....but it's so frustrating cause I think to myself am I possibly showing a little or am I just getting fat? 
Opinions ladies?
I see all the pictures of baby bumps some girls showing at 8-9 weeks then some bumps so small at 17 - 20 weeks...
I've always struggled with my weight and thinking I weighed too much ugh...
HELP