Trying for going on 16 months

Nicki • Going to be 21 years old soon and ready for baby #1
This whole TTC thing is starting to take a huge toll on me. I'm getting depressed and wanting to just throw my hands up in the air and give up. I just don't think it's going to happen. I asked my dr to give me something to help and he absolutely refuses. I have irregular cycles and asked for clomid and can't get it. He won't do anything for me. He drew my blood and said my hormones are fine. Well, I want my tubes to be checked and he won't do that either.