Got my very first BFP ever on May 8th.  I had started bleeding on May 1st however so I was concerned.  Went to doctor on the 11th and confirmed pregnancy.  We were elated after just adopting our three boys thinking we could not get pregnant after trying for 5 yrs!  They checked Beta to keep track and make sure things were ok as nothing showed on US.  Numbers went up for the first few draws but weren't doubling like they should.  Went down just a tish, and then bounced back up but still not doubling.  This went on for about 2 to 3 weeks.  Finally, as the doctor suspected, my numbers dropped significantly and have continued to now.  Last week they were at 300 something after being up to 3500 at the highest.  I bled from May 1st to June 15th.  A couple of times it was almost like a period for a few days and then it would taper off.  Some days I didn't spot at all.  My husband and I finally BD'd after 2 mo and I broke down after!  We were trying for so long and were so happy after we adopted and weren't "trying" anymore.  It seems like a cruel joke.  I don't want to actively try again because it just causes us so much stress after all we have been through but I can't help but wonder/plan/keep track.  Anyone have any advice or encouragement?  Baby dust to all!