I think the medicine that I am on was making me feel all kinds of pregnant. Because now at 8dpo, I feel fine. Just emptional.

And my husband and I got into it this morning. The tww is such an emotional time. After 2 years of trying, endless tests, 2 lost pregnancys, and after all these doctor appointments to figure out "what's wrong"... I don't want to try anymore. This is all just too much of a heartbreak. I think it's time to accept I'll never get my turn.