Emotional wreck

Allie • Ttc baby #1, 10-16-12 <3
I am so emotional its annoying. I'm usually not so this is why I feel like a wreck. My mom is gay and she has been ever since I can remember she is a dyke. That word doesn't offend me or her because that's what she is she looks like a man. Well today at my boyfriends aunts birthday party me and my so are talking and joking and he's like "that's why your mommas a dyke" for some reason tears welled up in my eyes and I got SOOOO MAD. Probably because it was in front of his family. Then he decided he was going to walk to his cousins and I wanted to go jus to get out and he's like "you always have to follow me its annoying" I threw Gatorade at him and walked back in his aunts house (the Gatorade was closed) he's just being am asshole. I can't describe it with any other word. All I wanna do is cry. On top of it all he decides were staying the night here without telling me so I have no clothes and I just want to go back to our house and sleep. Today sucks so bad.