Don't have the strength

🎀*Lindsay*🎀
This whole pregnancy has been nothing but heartache and tears. I don't think I can take it anymore. My husband made a promise to me that this would be a stress free pregnancy. This has been the worst 7 months ever. I cannot handle the constant fighting. I never thought I would ever feel like this about the one I love but I am ready to walking away. I can't handle it. I have spent the last three nights at my parents house coz I can't bare to argue and fight anymore. We have never ever been a team it has always been a battle and I've got to the point where I'm not willing to do it anymore. I hate how our relationship is and I'm so jealous amid seeing everyone else's happy lives when mines so utterly crap. After five years I am ready to throw the towel in, coz loving him dearly is just not enough anymore. I don't know what to do, I'm not eating, I'm not sleeping, I can't stop crying and I'm terrified of bringing another child into the world with just a mom to rely on. I had to go through this with my son 8  years ago but that was easy coz there was no love there.