What do I say to my ex?

Natasha
He's officially my ex now. 7 months. We went from "can't keep our hands off each other, flirty, I'll love you forever to emotionally abusive and on & off breakups. He treated me like shit and expected me to stay. I have given him soo many chances, but I now think he has the mindset that I will always stay and come back when he's effed up. And forgive him like nothing happened. Honey no! I've tolerated enough. I've cried too many tears, opened up to much flesh, created too many scars and tried to drink away my problems. Of course I loved him with all my heart, I gave him my everything. He literally took my love and threw it on the ground. He's my first everything, I am always going to have a little place in my heart for him. But when/if he texts back and try's to apologize. He was being an drunk asshole when I walked out on him, calling me a bitch, fucking piece of shit and a cunt. He almost tried hitting me in my own car, when I told him to get the fuck out. I am afraid I might stupidly take him back which is what I'm trying to avoid. He's been silent for a couple of days now, probably waiting for me to text him first (I won't)... Do you think he'll attempt to try?
What do I do?

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