Leave everything and everyone behind.

I have a 5 month old baby with a guy who's a sweet heart and really treats me like a princess.

The reason why I want to leave is because I feel like ever since I had my son(and even before that) alot of people give me sh*t about it. I don't know why.

My parents are opening a business up and I was happy to be able to work with them but now I can't because no one will watch my baby and daycare is too expensive.

If I stay at home, I feel like my mother in law is just judging me for not working.

So I went to go get a job at a daycare because where else can I possibly work with a baby, and I hate it.

The job is minimum wage and I have to change other kids diapers. For 7 dollars an hour?

I feel as if all my hopes and dreams are now shattered since having my son because I can't do anything and I have to work a job I don't like. I haven't gotten paid minimum wage since my first job ever.

So I'm planning on leaving. Just leaving. Jumping in my car and leave to another state and start from scratch. Yes it will hurt me to leave my baby and my boyfriend but I just can't do this anymore. It's not fair.