Terrified of all the people
I'm terrified of everybody showing up after baby girl is born. It gives me almost an anxiety feeling. 😢
Background story: I had to get induced with my son at a hospital that was an hour away. I was in labor for 40 hours and I literally had everybody sleeping in cars because they wouldn't go home. They didn't want to miss the baby. But after having an emergency c-section and he was here I then had to deal with everyone.
This time: We are delivering via planned c-section at our hospital. And I just don't want all of those people there. At least until the next day. The day she is born I really just want my husband, son, my mom and his mom and step dad there when she's born. I just want my close family there.
I know if I tell my husband this he'll be like, " Why?! Your just being wierd again." I have been really oddly private with this one. I didn't let anyone talk about her especially on Facebook. Is this just my hormones?
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