Fuckkk I can't.

Katie • 🌈
I really thought this month was it, I took prenatal vitamins, used progesterone cream days 18-28 like my dr said. Only to end up in the hospital on my period with a horrible uti I have apparently had for months and it's so bad I get dizzy and can't drive or do anything. Don't even feel like myself. I thought I was pregnant for sure but my health problems were only getting worse. And I have to see a neurologists and I can't take my antibiotics because I've had c diff twice and that means if I take antibiotics I get c diff a third time, hospitalized AND a fecal transplant. So I'm stuck, and depressed, and never been so close to wanting to kill myself. I've balled my eyes out a million times today. Threw my dressed over. I'm overwhelmed to the max.