How do you make yourself feel better. I feel like such a failure. Why can I not get pregnant whats wrong with me what dis I do to deserve this. I feel like everyone is pregnant people twice my age and they didn't even have to try. I can't be the only one who feels this way, but how do you deal with everyday life. Bday/showers/party's in general are so depressing its always when are you having kids and people complaining about being parents when I would give my right arm to have a kid.