I'm at a crossroads...

I took an at-home pregnancy test and both tests included in the packaging read positive. I'm pregnant. I already have a 3-year-old child and my boyfriend has a grade school child of his own. Financially, we can't support another child. My personal and religious beliefs ax the the option of abortion but I don't know what to do. Not to mention when I revealed to my boyfriend the news, he was totally unresponsive. Completely mute. I'm feeling all kinds of emotions but excited is the least of them. This is supposed to be good news right?