Brain v. Body

Tarra
Bah anyone have battles with themselves? My body keeps telling me I want a baby. The hormones make me want a baby. All my life I've always wanted to be a mom, so my heart wants a baby. My brain however keeps talking me out of it! It is so frustrating! I want one so bad, but hubby wants to wait and every time I actually think about having a baby my brain says not yet. It sucks it's this constant back and forth. I wish I could just make the decision to wait and leave it at that, but I am constantly wanting to be pregnant every month and I am constantly having to tell my self to slow down and wait. I think I am going crazy!! Lol