Roommate says I'm going to die

So long story short... my aunts a psychic and I see ghost/entities...whatever you want to call them. I believe in the supernatural and people's abilities to sometimes see the future. I myself have experienced seeing the future in a dream and then havinng it actually happen.

Anyways...my SO is sick and I'm afraid he will die before me. It's something I think about often..having to live without my bestfriend. Of course he has at least 10 more years..but I've always told myself that I would prefer to die before him so I wouldn't have to deal with that heartache.

My roommate today told me he had someone come to him in a dream and tell him that I wouldn't outlive my SO. I would die before him . Mind you my SO may not make it past 35 he is 29 now.

Now I'm scared. I've been thinking about it all afternoon and evening and I can't stop crying I'm only 22 and if he right then that means I'll die real young...even though it may seem unrealistic to some people...I'm still kind of freaking out about this. I've never told my roommate my wish to die before my S0.