Any of you ladies ever feel this way? I'm thrilled I was even able to conceive, and I'm happy that so far there is nothing wrong with my baby, considering the chances and complications of having tuberous sclerosis. In the beginning I had told myself that I really didn't care if it was a boy or a girl, but after seeing how bad Shawn wanted a boy it makes me feel bad that its a girl. When we found out it was a girl the first thing he said was "well maybe she'll grow a penis before December" so I know he was kinda disappointed. It makes me feel terrible because I have a healthy little girl in there but all I can think about is what if it was a boy! I was just dreaming of having a little boy and how it would be nice to do it different this time because we already got to do the little girl thing with his daughter. I'm constantly looking at the picture thinking... Well what if they were wrong and the penis was just hiding! Hoping this feeling passes soon because I literally feel guilty. My mom and dad said they felt the same when they found out I was a girl because my dad was dying to have a boy to carry on our family name.