2nd ectopic in a row..

Kelly
Found out yesterday that I had another ectopic pregnancy. Although I was slightly upset, coping this time is alot easier because I didn't get excited when I found out I was pregnant. So last time I lost my left tube, but this time I opted for the mexotrexate shot to save me tube. But I can't get pregnant naturally which really sucks.... I feel like I'm over the whole trying to have kids situation. Am I wrong for feeling that way?