Pity Party for one...

I feel like I'm alone in this...4 days late, going into what would have been 5 days late and BOOM AF rears her ugly head ironically right at midnight of the day that I was gonna test...I'm just torn up mentally and emotionally over this. I've been trying for so many years. I'm not one of the rich people that can afford all these different medical treatments to help with my getting pregnant. I have insurance, that of course doesn't cover those things...it's just all really heartbreaking. I'm just sitting here crying my heart out about something I feel is never gonna happen...