Anyone else have an HPT graveyard

Gina β€’ Jackson Paul born 12/6/2016 πŸ’™ Jonathan Barrett born 6/22/2018 πŸ’™ πŸ‘¦πŸΌπŸ‘ΆπŸ»
Or am I the only crazy one that tests like 3 times a day ?? I find it more frustrating then anything- but I can't help myself! Anyone else driving themselves totally bat sh*t crazy??!