Speculum test

Natalie • Happily married to my best friend. Expecting our 2nd child.
Sorry For all the posts everyone.
I have to have another speculum test (checking to see if waters broke) tonight and am terrified because the one I had on the weekend hurt like hell.
Reason why midwife is re testing is because this morning when I woke up felt a gush - haven't had anymore gushing today so I don't think it's my waters.
Terrified to go in. Is this test supposed to even hurt?! She had said this is just like a Pap smear and those have never hurt me before.