Vbac after 2 csections?

Crystal • Mommy to a 5 yr old 2 yr old & infant 🍼🍼🍼
I have had nothing BUT complications. Deep vein thrombosis after csection, infected csection, i have these hard ball things under my csection cut and they are not comfortable. I do not want to be loaded on meds after i give birth. & i dont want to be operated again unless i have to. I had my first cs in oct 2010 & 2nd nov 2013 now im due feb 2016. I want to know stories on your vbacs, good or bad! Any info i should know pls tell me! How it happened? Did you have a sceduled section? Was it hard to find drs who would go through with it? Anything helps cause im thinking of NOT scheduling a date for a csection and just going til as far as i can and wait for my body to do what it has to do. And worst case then i would need one then ok. But i wont settle.