Is it me or does my mom hate me i have always been a daddys girl since every time i needed my mom she pushed me away

but if my sister needed her she was there like a fire cracker don't get me wrong i love my parents and siblings the same but this been bothering me alot.

Here goes my storie!!!

I was 16 year old in high school when i meet my future husband we felt in love an year past we decided to move in together so we did.

He wanted to start a family so we tried for 4 months straight. when we got pregnant i told the new to my mom but the look on her face and the words she said were really painful and sad to me

" you have disappointed me you should take an abortion your to young you don't know nothing about kids" she said

That same night i stayed up all night thinking why just why she said that. I tooked care of my youngest siblings and nephews. My boyfriend and i are financial stable.

Un like my sister and her husband didn't have a job she became pregnant at age 13 didn't complited middle school and have 3 children all almost the same age.

When i found out i was having a baby girl my mom was being so negative " a are you sure it a girl i bet when you deliver it will be a surprise boy" she said.

At that same day my sister found out she was pregnant again. I was present that day she told my mom. I could not believe my eyes she got up jumping and screaming " are you serious congratulations my love" my mother said i was in shock of her reaction towards my sister.

The day i was planning who was gonna be in the delivery room with me i wanted my mom since it was my first born and boyfriend to be with me

she promise me that a week before she would come back from vacation. Well guess what she didn't come until my daughter was 2 months. She made an excuse that she started working and didn't know when they were coming back i was kinda disappointed .

Then January came along they were here on time for my sister to deliver she even went in the delivery room with here stayed a whole month with here while she recovered even if it was natural birth and mine was an emergency c-section .

Every time she came to visit me my dad would only hold my daughter my mom would only started at her.

Until one day my dad told her why don't you love our only granddaughter. They started to argue. Ever since that day i feel like my mom is forcing her self to love my daughter i know i disappointed her by being a teen mom but at least i reached my goals on graduating high school.

I explained to here what i was feeling and thinking about how she was with me and that she loves my sister more than me. Here responses was " not my fault you feel that way"

Do you guys think the same as me please be completely honest with me