Feeling lost

Tyra • College student, in a long distant relationship
Sorry if this a sort of long. I'm 19 and just finished my 1st year of college. I was completely set on getting into the X-Ray tech program at my school. I my first year of school was spent on completeling classes for the X-ray program. I thought I did really well and got all As and only one B. Only 16 people get into the program each year. And sadly I got my letter and didn't get in😔. 
I just feel so confused and lost because I felt like I had my life planned out so well. I have this opportunity to do on the job training at a hospital to get certified to be an ultrasound tech. I feel pretty good about it but I think I would just feel like a failure if I didn't go back to school. I was thinking about doing this on the job training while also going to school to get an AA in deaf studies and sign language. I just don't know if it would be too much to handle. 
I need advice