Same roof doesnt mean wer spending time if your just on ur phone playing games(ugh) or something. Everytime he comes from work, we cnt spendtime cos his tired for example, but once he said to me his tired to do something then when i said il just go myself then his like okay then im going to my bestfriends house??. Im not mad i dnt prevent him from going and seeing his friends ofcoarse but i feel hurt the fact, when it comes to his wife he always seems to be tired but when it comes to his bestfriend his not. So we had a serious fight regarding that, well it started from that then leading to other things. So anyways we kinda resolved that( i tjink) and today his grandpa overseas passed away, and insead of opening up to

Me he goes and sees his bestfriend to open up with, like i know but i just fel hurt. I feel like his puting his best friend first into everytjing. We'll go to a place that we never been before, and he'll be like i shud def bring my bestfriend here, like yeh come and all with ur friend but seriously, is that why ur thinking ur 'bestfriend' seriously! U didnt need to mention it. See he works 10-12 hrs a day so from 9am to 9pm usually so he'll pretty much get up and go straight to work and come home to sleep unless his at his

Bestfriends house.. I tell him go see ur friends when ur not working(on weekends) not in working days, and his 6 years older and stil not mature!!! Its always me asking about his day its always me giving him the attention and care that he needs. But i recieve shit from him. Im living at his parents house for the time been. So i hvnt got much privacy. Me and his mom have some conflicts at times. Just the usualy mother in law picks she does on me. As thats enough im being emotionally neglected by my husband. Well ye im not perfect to. But im just getting hurt and heart broken and his not understanding this. I dno where this is gna take me, i never felt love and care frm my mother, but he did, i just wna be loved and cared for, and someone asking me how was my day, or to say i love you once without me saying it. Nothing else!! Is this wrong. As im writing it so fast i dno if i made sense in some bits.. Sorry guys!