No BJ😢

So, my bf never ever had a gf before (he never kissed a girl before, neither had sex with anyone before me) and I found it really innocent and beautiful and I was way too embarrassed the first time we had sex, cuz I felt like I stole his first time OMG.

Anyway, months ago he went down on me and I did not ask him to, but he was just amazing😍but when I tried to do same on him he was like STOP! Don't even try! And I was shocked.

I know this all might be new for him, but you know, it made me feel awkward.