Just a little venting ...

Arihana
I'm 12w1d as of today SO EXITED and will be having my 12 week ultrasound Friday! But i feel like im going crazy thinking something might be wrong  
I know i shouldnt be worrying and that alot of FTM worry all the time too.
Let me give you a  little background story.
I'm 23 and In April 16th 2015 i found out i was pregnant and my boyfriend and i were super excited! The next day my Dr called me to tell me my HCG levels were a bit low
and there was a chance of miscarriage ... April 19th i started spotting and the pain became stronger went to the ER and they told me i had miscarried. I didn't know how far along
i was exactly i would estimate around 3weeks .. It was so devastating but realized it all happens for a reason. I went in for a check up May 22nd to make sure everything went okay with my miscarriage and found out i was pregnant AGAIN and was around 5 weeks... I couldn't believe i had gotten pregnant already ... I went in for an ultrasound at 7w4d and the baby measured as the day i had miscarried April 19th! I was so confused but so happy to be able to hear my baby's heartbeat this time! So much has happened since i found out i was pregnant ( again ) my boyfriend and i broke up, and he shows no signs of wanting anything to do with me and other stuff in my family. My last app was at 9w4d didn't get to hear a heart beat but did get to see my little one and they said it all looked perfect. I know i shouldn't be stressing but its so hard when i feel so alone with all of this! I also haven't had many symptoms but exhaustion and sore boobs!