Its been almost a month since we found out, that our baby stopped growing...

Almost a month of healing... and almost a month that I thought I was OK...

Until all the news in the last two weeks... My husbands cousin is pregnant and due around when I would of been.... Another friend announced she was having a girl... And today... A distant friend announcing she is pregnant ...again... After she has 3 kids and then 2 more that they have custody of (sisters kids)..

I thought I was fine... Until I broke down today hearing the last of the pregnancy news...

I thought I was OK... But I'm not.