I would have been due 8/8/15. I miscarried in December. Hubby and i have been ttc for 3 months now. Every negative just makes me feel like I don't deserve to be a mother. For some reason I blame myself for our loss. Lately i just want to cry as all of my friends are either pregnant now or just had a baby. I feel so alone. I just want it to happen for us. I cant help but think we would have been 8 months and 6 days today. :'(