Today im expecting af (no signs as of yet), theres only something like 20 fridays till xmas, im moving early January. I dont know if all of it is getting on top of me or what but today im so nervous im shaking and I could cry. Im not going to take a test cause it isnt unusual for me to be a couple of days late. My point is im not really nervous or stressed about any of this so why im acting like this beyond me. I guess I just need to write this down for it to make sense to me.