I suffered a miscarriage 3 days after i got married last october. I have never experienced so much pain and emptyness in my life. Am going to be 38 in September and i feel like my changes for two more babies are slim to nothing. Since the miscarriage i hadnt had any luck. its been 8 months now and nothing. i have started to push it way back in my mind. Even to the point of not even trying anymore. right now i have so many friends that are pregnant or having babies... it left me to thinking the other day. i would be holding my 2 month old baby if i hadnt of lost him or her. and yes i do blame myself....