What I wish I could say... Sorry rant..

Natalie
Honestly you're a douche bag. I don't know what you said was true and what was a lie to make it seem not as bad. I trusted you, but your actions don't seem to show that you really cared at all. So why am I stuck here in this in between of "I hate you" and "I hope we can somehow end up together"?? How am I so easy to get over and how can you go on pretending like nothing happened? You said you weren't a heart breaker "that's not my style" well guess what. You broke my heart. And hurt me a lot beyond that. I won't miss you when you're gone. Don't even ask that. Don't give me that crap and expect me to respond in a joking flirty way. I wish you could just get out of my life.