I'm just so tired of getting no where and have talked myself into giving up when really, it's constantly on my mind. I'm so tired of seeing women who take motherhood for granted or seeing unstable women end up with "accident" babies. I've been off progesterone-only pills since December 2013 and my husband and I haven't used protection since and have obviously been actively trying. There's nothing wrong with me while my husband has low motility. I'm not convinced anything will help his motility or that he'll even try to fix it. I don't normally post seeking support for myself, but I have no other place to turn. I know no other women in real life that have ever dealt with infertility issues before so it makes connecting with them very difficult. I feel as though I've done something terribly wrong somehow and am ultimately being punished. Where do I turn and what do I do?