Wish me luck ladies!!!

I'm not due until August 5th BUT at last weeks appointment (Wednesday) I had tons of protein spilling in my urine. My NST was awesome, BUT I have really high blood pressure. I have had diabetes for years and my blood sugar has been high so they wanted to do my c section on Thursday morning, the morning after my apt last week. I went home to wait it out hoping everything got a little better. I wanted to wait until 39 weeks BUT my left leg is swelling huge and my right hand keeps going numb plus everything else. I have to be at the hospital at 9:30am for a NST again and I think there going to want to do my c section and not let me go home this time and wait til my planned c section at 40 weeks 😢 I can't sleep or eat so nervous and stressed!!!!