Stay at home moms

Olivia • Happily engaged and expecting our first baby♡
So, I'm stuck being a SAHM until after my son is born. I'm not complaining! Reason is, my former job screwed me over, and now no one wants to hire a girl who's 6 months pregnant. I'm having a hard time accepting the fact that both my mom and my fiancé want me to stay home. But I have bills. My fiancé wants to pay them. Many women would LOVE that, but me? I feel horrible about it. I want to have my own source of income. What if I'm bored one day and I want to treat myself to lunch, or go out with a friend? Do I just ask my fiancé or mother for money? Absolutely not, that's not me! I love the idea of staying home, I really do, but I want my own money... Has anyone been in the same boat? Should I even be stressing the way I am?