My BF and I have been trying to conceive without putting much stress on it. He says he hates to see the disappointment on my face every month when my period shows up. Said he really wanted to have a child with me. I've ALWAYS wanted another child, but never met the right man to encourage those thoughts. Started eating healthier, taking vitamins for preconceiving. He would speak to my belly and discuss names with me. We were supposed to check with Dr, to make sure everything was in working order reproductively to our favor. (He's 30, I'm 40 in Oct.) All of a sudden when I mentioned it was the best time of the month for us to have some fun trying, he dropped the bomb on me! HE DOESN'T WANT TO HAVE A BABY RIGHT NOW! Just like that, nonchalantly in the middle of a sentence. Just last week (any many other times) I've asked him if he was sure this was what he wants-with no judgement, or does he want me on birth control? NO WAY he says. And proceeded to tell me that he would defiantly be honest about something like that cause he knew how important it was to me. After I got upset understandably, somehow the script got flipped and he got pissed at me and slept in separate rooms last night...am I over reacting? This is my last and only chance😧😱I don't have time to put it on back burner. For me it's now or never. And I guess I have to accept never. SO HEARTBROKEN