I Think He Prefers Porn To Me

My husband likes amateur super young bones thin teeny tits porn. When I met him I was 20, super thin and tiny. Now I'm 25, have a baby that's several months old, I'm not super fat but definitely not thin or tiny anymore and farther from teen (5'9, 149lbs.) awhile back while pregnant I talked to him and said that the porn made me feel insecure, he didn't really stop but I tried to accept it. I still can't shake the thought that I'm just not hot enough for him anymore. Maybe I'm too fat, not pretty enough. Maybe I'll never be enough and maybe that's why he watches it. The scary thing is I'm not getting any younger and I'll probably never be rail thin again. I'm only going to get farther away from looking like the girls he watches in the bathroom while I'm pumping milk in the morning.