I just want a baby with the love of my life..

I feel I will never see that positive line on a pregnancy test :-( I'm tired of seeing negatives like this test. Who else is so sad when they see the negative results... I just want it so bad.. we stopped "trying so hard" and just going with the flow they say when u stop trying it will happen, I don't see that yet though. When will the negatives starts turning into a positive :-(