Husband doesn't want kids

I feel tricked. I'm 28. He's 30. Together for 7 years married for 2. He always talks about how we want a family. But he pulls out. I asked him why he does this. He says he likes to go on vacation. I told him kids aren't a vacation ender. Instead of Vegas, we will go to the beach. Or go on a Disney cruise. He just acts like its a death sentence. šŸ˜ž. I feel like I lost an Ā unconceived baby. Has anyone else dealt with similar ??