Ok so I have done one of those home pregnancy tests. I've booked an appointment to see my doctor tomorrow so that my boyfriend of four years can come and talk to the doctor and we can find out how far along I am and perhaps my boyfriend can also find some reality in this, (he says it isn't really real yet)... But I am absolutely petrified. My man and I are moving to a new country on the 26th of August, this is completely unplanned and I can't help but feel completely heartbroken and guilty because I feel like falling pregnant has ended all of the opportunities that my man and I were going to explore.